I miss my teddy bear...

i have this guy friend who is unlike any person i know. he's violent, short tempered, and claims to have multiple personalities. and i kinda believe that. thing is, despite all this, i am one of the few people who got to be close enough to him. i guess it felt really cool to be friends with someone nobody can quite figure out.

for some reason, i'm starting to miss him today. we had a kinda weird friendship. he would dump his issues on me for hours at a time after months of absence and stuff like that. but what i missed most about him is that i could just go ahead and hug him like a teddy bear and would not have to worry about sparks flying between us because that is way too complicated for friendships.

so hey, it is possible to be just friends with the opposite sex. and he's not bad looking, either. it's just that he's my teddy bear, simple as that. 

i could use a hug like that right now.

i wonder where he is right now, nobody really keeps in touch with him because he has rage attacks and destroys his cell phone every time...

well, anyway...